Still here. Workin! Just peeking in to say hello and mention one small thing that happened to me today.
I have come to the conclusion that I was telling myself a strange story. The theme has been Impatience. I’m impatient to get started on ____. I’m too impatient to _______. I repeated it to myself till I believed it.
My bestie, hard nosed career counselor and part-time diagnostician, looked me in the eye and said, “You’re not too impatient to____. You just don’t want to do it. You’re not impatient to get started on ____. You’re just not willing to put the time and effort into the preparation.”
I growled at her, but it was the stinkin’ blinkin’ truth. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
I like to think I’m usually completely honest with myself. Turns out, I don’t just like telling stories to others. I like telling them to myself and then I believe them.